25.10.16

life = radio + cafe

My favourite series from Monday's segment
Cake fridge lighting is pretty artistic!
In front of the cake fridge too wahahaha. my art director is Fahmi :)
but this is the most hipster socks...
Things my colleagues do that made my day/night :')
BBJLB (missing ninge) at 周兴哲's first live concert!
Weekly affair after yoga. Soy good latte & salmon kale.
Very intrigued by the new menu - Mentaiko pasta! (dinner service only)
Filming for 周二肚子饿
Tune in to YES 933 on 25oct (Tues) at 9pm to win Strangers' Reunion $50 voucher!
Not a big fan of bingsu, but this is soy good.
Jiayou 哥哥
Run to vivo and back for some feast

In the final week of me being a radio presenter. Some are happy that I'm off the chains, many told me not to give up easily. I listened to my heart and body, and tried my best to be open to what others have been telling me. I did not give up easily, I am sure I've tried my best. 10 months ago, I gave up my barista dream to start training. 3 months ago, the love of my life almost wanted to give up on me as I kickstart my (unofficial) full-time job with sg media monopoly. It was a long and tough journey and without passion, I wouldn't even have waited this long just to get the chance to start training. Without passion, I wouldn't close an eye and agreed to be taken advantage of. One month in, I felt the fatigue. Every single day, someone or something would stab right into my heart. Every single night, I had troubles sleeping. Every single second, I would want to vanish. Two months in, the business was real. I thought I was falling into depression... Anxiety, insomnia, no appetite, tears on cue, fatigue, lost interests... Seems like I'm in for some deep shit. Three months in, I know I'm more passionate towards the cafe culture, Charles, time for myself, time for family, and my passion for life calls for this decision. 

The decision to leave was just to save myself. 


You know how they have this saying As we grow older, we dream less. Looks like it's real. I guess I'm better off somewhere else. Goodbye radio. Another one down.

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