我想躲起来

被欺负了怎么感觉我欺人太盛?

This cognitive dissonance is driving me nuts

I can't work in the damned corporate world

I think I can't even survive in this society

I just need a clear blue sky and a cup of coffee

Need to feel hopeful, need to get my energy back, need to build up my self-esteem, need to have my appetite back, need to be able to relax and concentrate, need to be able to fall asleep. Somebody help..