10.5.13

I'm a strong girl, not.

It is just not okay to be thinking about going back during winter break just because my exam ends really early and I have exactly 1.5 months of holidays. The cost of the return air tickets can do me so much here in ozland.

Have been trying to connect to my parents using skype/facetime/viber for the longest time but all connections were choppy. I hate it. Why! I don't even talk to my parents that often. Probably only once a week and it is never more than 10 minutes. My mom doesn't even tell me that she's going to bangkok. I heard it from the background and asked her about it. Urgh, this middle child syndrome is acting up again!! Don't mind me, but I felt that my absence doesn't really make a difference and it hurts to know the truth.

And to prevent myself from dropping all my ego and running back home where I don't have to do laundry and have people to cook for me, I booked tickets to Sydney. Have to stop thinking about returning to Sg.

I'm such a weak girl sometimes I just want to get back home and have my parents to take care of me. Arghhhhh, how I wished somebody could be here physically to hear me rant. But now, I can only do it virtually. :'(

SHIT MY MUCUS JUST STAINED MY TOP AND I HAD TO DO LAUNDRY URGH HATE IT SO MUCH.

When the machine cost $3 per wash and you don't get clean clothes from the dirty washing machine and you don't have a place to hang dry your clothes but you don't want to pay another $3 for the dryer...

Laundry in Shanghai wasn't this bad even though I had to physically abuse and kick the faulty machine to let it spin.

URGHHHHH. on a side note, can't wait for brunch tomorrow. life's good life's good life's good life's good life's good life's good life's good life's good.

4 comments:

Mandy said...

Fighting!!!!! Jiayou jiayou jiayou much love from me to you! xoxoxoxoxoxox :)

C. Yan Jing said...

@Mandy I WILL! :D THANKS.

JY said...

When is your vacation till?

C. Yan Jing said...

@JY 29jul start school again i think! last week of july.