Time flies when we are having fun

Things always don't go the way we expected it to be right? Now that I am granted with my self-proclaimed "lifetime holiday", it doesn't feel the way I imagined it to be. Yes, definitely I am having fun and enjoying myself, but something just seems to be missing. I have yet to find out what exactly is this missing item...

Another issue: University application. I never got panicky over this issue, but if you can feel it, I am very desperate for a space in a local university. Just a space, no matter what course. Like what Miss Sharon mentioned, these days, there are so many alternatives and there are no excuses to not get a degree. It made sense. Last week, I got my first (and hopefully the last) rejection email. Honestly, I was quite relieved, because it's more of an engineering course, which I don't know if it is in my area of interest. For your information, I applied for everything I could, including courses which are way off from my communication studies in polytechnic.

Ok, this is going nowhere. Fate will decide. So now, my job is to make myself happy!!

Really glad and thankful for my super on friends. Quek Qi and Jing Yi came over to Plaza Singapura after their shifts for dinner because I was wandering around that area. Even though it was just a short period spent together, it was enough to cheer me up. Although QQ is talking about how fat and short I am, and how other girls are tall and skinny, I don't find it offensive. I was so relaxed that I ordered Peanut Butter thick toast and Yuan Yang from Toast Box for my supper round 1.

Another group of super on friends - Irvin, Ronald and Marcus. Irvin texted me when I was at Plaza Singapura and immediately after supper round 1, I was playing mahjong with the guys already! Impromptu plans always work out. I have known Ronald and Marcus since primary two (DANG IT'S 12 YEARS) and met Irvin in secondary school. Swept all their money and went for supper round 2!!! Plaster prata and mango lassi. I am feeling super full now and need to wait for the food to digest before I hit the sacks.

Thank goodness I got ditched in the first place. If not, I won't be able to enjoy all of these tonight. Tell me, what are holidays without friends?

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I'm still awake. It's 7.20AM in the morning. Ning is on-air. I am exhausted. I know this is none of my business, but it is incorrect not to feel anything after reading someone else's mishaps in life.

IT'S OKAY, MY STRONG HEART CAN TAKE ALL THIS.