Damn this deskjob

I used to think I love to see cars, especially beautiful cars. After 3 days of torture at Automobile Megamart (AML), I realised I don't love cars as much as I thought I would. Everyday I see so many cars I want to faint.

But my job has got nothing to do with these cars. All I did was to stare at the monitor and key in data non stop. It was a crazy task. Initially, I thought, "chey, key in the data only ma. Nothing difficult lah, but it's a little boring..." NO!! I was wrong. I had to think and think and think why this car is undergoing this process, why that sold car suddenly appear in the list again, why this why that, so that I can go to the right place to key in the data.

Moreover, the entire data system is crazy! So many options and steps to remember. At the end of the day, I realised that I forgot to breathe properly during work. I tend to forget my breathing when I am too engrossed in something or when I overworked my brain. (I forgot to breathe everytime I taobao)

Really hate this job... The only thing I could think about to  push myself forward is the thought of helping my father. I felt that all the admin staffs are overworked. Moreover, I could get to work late and knock off early. I should be more optimistic... I'm sucha fortunate girl I know I shouldn't be complaining... But still!