It's mine

anyway, i changed my blogskin into one of the templates in blogger because i cannot stand my old blogskin which is so ugly. -.- because i'm the creator! Hahaha..
if there's time, i'll try to make another ugly one to hurt everyone's eyes. =p



Today was both a sad and happy day for me.

Sad first. (sorry ah.. i'm going to complain about music again.. =x )

Last week, when we got back our report books, i realised that my music results printed was wrong!! it's printed 43 when it is suppose to be 44. so i went to ask Mr Cha to change it for me this monday(29/10). He kept telling me that there'll not be any difference even if the one mark is added. Which is 110% discouraging.

The in-charge of the report system changed my marks quite unwillingly.

to my horror, when i got back my "newly updated" report slip on wednesday, i was shocked to find that the person only changed the music results.
AND NOT THE OVERALL RESULTS.

erm for example:

Before
EL: 100
CL: 100
MUSIC: 98

Total: 298

After
EL: 100
CL: 100
MUSIC: 99---> added one mark

Total: 298 ---> still the same!!



crap. then you might as well don't do anything to it.

so i went to ask Mr Cha today.
HE TOLD ME THERE'LL BE NO DIFFERENCE AGAIN!!

i really hate it!
I AM NOT ASKING YOU TO CHANGE MY RESULTS TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
IT IS JUST BECAUSE I THINK THAT THE ONE MARK IS SUPPOSE TO BE MINE AND JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT IT DOESN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE,THEN YOU DON'T GIVE IT TO ME.

YES I FAILED THE SUBJECT I KNOW BUT AT LEAST I IMPROVED. F9 TO AN E8.
YET YOU'RE LIKE HINTING ME TO DROP THAT SUBJECT.

i'm not taking music for an A in the o level cert.
i took it up because it is interesting and i really learn a lot.

you told me my cert will not look nice with a F9 in it.
wow. F9 huh? i will AT LEAST get an E8(although still fail)
Certificate does not mean everything. don't look nice? let it be.

It is the content and the history of music i learnt that matters.
IF I DROP MUSIC FOR A BEAUTIFUL CERTIFICATE, I WILL LOSE THE KNOWLEDGE I KNOW ABOUT MUSIC AND EVEN MORE TO COME NEXT YEAR.

AND I BELIEVE THAT THE KNOWLEDGE I ABSORBED DURING MUSIC LESSONS ARE WAY MORE IMPORTANT THAN HAVING A BEAUTIFUL CERTIFICATE.


I'M NOT GOING TO ASK YOU TO CHANGE MY RESULTS ANYMORE.
THAT 0.1% IN MY OVERALL DIFFERENCE MIGHT MEAN NOTHING TO YOU, BUT THAT 0.1% CONTAINS THE ENCOURAGEMENTS AND MOTIVATIONS FOR ME TO WORK HARDER.
& THIS, I BELIEVE YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND.

since the school does not want to change for me,
I WILL CHANGE IT MYSELF. (er. in pencil of course.)


I WILL NEVER DROP MUSIC UNLESS MISS TANG ASK ME TO DROP PERSONALLY.
BECAUSE I BELIEVE MUSIC LOVERS WILL UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL.
SO I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE THEM. IF MISS TANG WANTS ME TO DROP MUSIC AS MY O LEVEL SUBJECT, I WILL IMMEDIATELY GIVE IT UP WITH HESITATION.
but for now? NEVER WILL I GIVE IT UP!!

you can laugh at my poor results, you can doubt my abilities.
but please don't ever hint me to drop music as an o level subject.
AND NEVER SAY 0.1% WILL NOT MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

BECAUSE MIRACLE DEPENDS ON 0.01%
WHAT MORE MY 0.1%?
>:(

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finally can speak of the happy happenings!! :D

because of my poor music results, i don't dare to ask my papa for the purple psp.
somemore he agreed me to Jay Chou's Concert already.
So, i decided to earn my own $ (need some time though)

I asked Ning whether she wanted me to teach her piano randomly.
i did not expect her to agree!! wahaha. she even agreed to pay me as her piano teacher!! WHOOOO-HOOOO!!! i charge cheap cheap one ok.. because i'm not certified and im still preparing for my grade8. haven't pass grade8 yet.
This one can earn... :)

The 2nd "lobang" is to work for belinda -.-
ok, better than nothing. i will try my best to sell as much as possible.. wahah.

PSP!! I AM WORKING TOWARDS YOU!!!
此时此刻，抢钱大计划正式开始！！！


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for your info, here's playing:
Chopin's Nocturne in E flat major Op. 9 No. 2

Nocturne=夜曲

“为你弹奏肖邦的夜曲，纪念我失去的爱情”
remember Jay Chou's 夜曲.
Looks like Chopin is favourite-d by many!!
me tooo!!

but don't worry Mozzie, i love you too!!
(LOL, MOZZIE)
Mozzie is the composer of Symphony no. 40 in G minor K.550 (one of his very popular compositions)

haha. Know who's Mozzie already right?