movies

caught fast and furious after shift and before dinner yesterday. it was better than i had expected. it was more than just racing and cars.. this latest series not only covered the land, also the air and sea. creativity. some people play with cars, but fast and furious brought it to a whole new level. i love it!!!

went home and watch a movie recommended by jy. begin again. very comforting movie. good music good vibes. life. 

my folks went out of town again. quiet living on my own. bagels coffee train rides work kkbox wine. yea, i can get used to this. just lucky to be able to live a semi retired life at 25.

soundtrack on repeat.

25

happy birthday to me

3 days off.

星期天在家里种菇

星期一和妈妈去马国吃吃按摩做facial

星期二在家里泡咖啡吃抹茶bagel后，展开了新加坡东部自驾游，喝更多咖啡，吃了榜鹅椰浆饭，打麻将输了点零钱。

我太幸运了。

明天是我一周的开始。但是，yoga first！很期待。

more yoga classes, more coffee, jy is coming home, and payday! :)

Just a little sick

love sick.

date myself

近期的思绪：混杂门派剑法

Pretty easy to be affected by the surrounding voices. 

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Had a morning shift today and was told that we weren't going to grandma's tonight. Decided to date myself on a Saturday night, which was the best treat to myself ever. 

Got myself a portable speaker, which I have been researching and testing out for a while now!! 

When I walked out of the shop holding the bag of speaker, I couldn't help it I smiled like a fool. 

Had a decent meal at Kim Gary and took a bus home before 11pm. 

Oh, was it because I had a super good piccolo latte made personally by the 1st runner up of SNBC this morning? 

good coffee is a mark of a good day. 

thai songs are so good i started listening to thai radio

here's a good one.

useful and useless

I'm sort of unemployed, but technically, I am always working when I'm in Singapore. The only period when I was really unemployed was when I was a student in Melbourne. Student responsibilities you know..

Needless to say we all work for that kachings, but also for the need to feel responsible. 

responsibilities = feeling important = usefulness

just a random thought when I was feeling useless in Indonesia. 

ironically, when at work, we yearn for the luxury to be carefree, free from responsibilities. 

that's when we book that promo flight out of Singapore impulsively on a quiet night.

out of sg, we feel inspired, recharged, and maybe thinking about that $1 teh tarik and plaster prata. 

sort of looking forward to be back at the workplace to be a self-fulfilling workaholic again.

and the cycle repeats. year after year. 

so this is to tell myself... 

IT IS ABSOLUTELY OKAY TO BE USELESS AT THE AGE OF 25 SINCE I'VE BEEN FEELING USEFUL FOR 24 YEARS. 

ok thoughts aside, skin is getting better after having some beer? damn weird but not complaining. :)