useful and useless

I'm sort of unemployed, but technically, I am always working when I'm in Singapore. The only period when I was really unemployed was when I was a student in Melbourne. Student responsibilities you know..

Needless to say we all work for that kachings, but also for the need to feel responsible. 

responsibilities = feeling important = usefulness

just a random thought when I was feeling useless in Indonesia. 

ironically, when at work, we yearn for the luxury to be carefree, free from responsibilities. 

that's when we book that promo flight out of Singapore impulsively on a quiet night.

out of sg, we feel inspired, recharged, and maybe thinking about that $1 teh tarik and plaster prata. 

sort of looking forward to be back at the workplace to be a self-fulfilling workaholic again.

and the cycle repeats. year after year. 

so this is to tell myself... 

IT IS ABSOLUTELY OKAY TO BE USELESS AT THE AGE OF 25 SINCE I'VE BEEN FEELING USEFUL FOR 24 YEARS. 

ok thoughts aside, skin is getting better after having some beer? damn weird but not complaining. :)