Sobs

Just ended a closing shift. Today's shift started off really well with Charles sitting at the front of the shop having iced chocolate until 7ish.

Then something really bad (to me lah) cos I got scolded by the manager damn sianball. Despite we finished closing earlier than expected, I was feeling like shit. :'(

Checked my shifts for next week and noooooooo, all at the side which I detest the most. This is getting worse. I no longer not dread work like how I used to be. This sucks. Coffee alone won't be enough for me to stay. If this goes on, I'm definitely leaving. It's sad because I think I really miss working there but somehow failed to get that back. and I'm staying trying to find it... Yet it's swaying further and further away from what I first visioned it to be.

Bus. Radio. And I wanna go home now.