11.8.13

Falling sick on one of the best TGIFSS ever

Had the worst Thursday ever over a few issues on my mind. School, work, Singapore, money splitting issues, sleeping issues. 

School has been treating me well... Up till last Thursday when I felt so ever helpless and clueless. I still am but I guess lowering down my own expectation of my performance helps a lot. 

I've been throwing myself truck loads of activities to make myself feel useful and productive. Ended up with extreme fatigue. Lack of sleep and tons of coffee to curb that. 

Ate curry chicken at NDP party catered by Papparich because they ran out of vege curry and I was really starving. Immediately sore throat was here to visit. Condemning chicken for the time being. Just in time for environmental week. Vegetarian diet for the whole of next week. 

NDP party was kind of boring with bad drinks and bad crowd and mambo jambo just didn't happen I have no idea why and nobody announced anything or even bothered explaining. But my friends saved the night. I enjoyed myself feeling all patriotic and missing Singapore, where my friends and family are. 

Yes overseas Singapore you did well, I'm thinking about going back and is pretty sure that I'm returning for my summer break. I'm not that strong willed after all. So see you all in Dec. 

Finally plucked out the courage to discuss money splitting issues with my roomie and I'm so grateful to have such an open minded roomie in a way that I feel comfortable to discuss such issues with her. All these self-admin issues aren't easy to run at all. That's part of the reason why I want a break from these and return to Singapore where I don't have to take care of rental, utilities and expenditures. 

Volunteered my service at MUDfest as a backstage crew and gonna start work later in the morning at Union House. Severely underpaid but I think I made the right choice. A lot of things were solved and I can see answers forming one by one after making my decisions. I'm so happy now even thought I'm feeling really awful.. (Falling sick) 

Oh and my pitch due this coming Wednesday... I haven't even started gosh. Hehehe. Hopefully next week will be a great week. Lower my expectations and live happy by moments. I shouldn't be taken away by future endeavours because I think at the end of the day, nobody can predict the future. 

Meanwhile, have some coffee. Don't die yet.

3 comments:

JY said...

Coffee cheers? Hang in there my dear! See you in december YAYYYYYYY

C. Yan Jing said...

@JY Coffee cheers?? hehe see you soon !

Mandy said...

YAYYYYYYYYY