Different frequencies

Even in a tiny, small SG, there can be so many sorts of people...

I met people of the worst, but also the better ones over 2 days. Apart from all the passers-by, there're 2 other girls with me as well. They're really friendly and nice, but in me, there's this tendency of not wanting to listen to them talk. I hoped so much in a day they would just shut up and ignore me. Of course I didn't show it. Smiles are damn useful here.

They're about the same age as me, or maybe a year older. I can seriously tell you if they won't become my long-term friends, because out of 10 things they did, 8 of which I don't understand why they must like that. Eg, One girl kept telling lame jokes(80% heard before ones) and the other girl kept laughing at her jokes(even though she heard those for n times already). When she announced she had a joke to tell, I had this "shit man, can stop already not!?" but of course I'm damn fake, I smiled and acted enthu and listened to her joke.
and her voice quality = irritating.

About the same age, but initially I thought they were lower sec sch kids. Our frequencies + channels totally don't match at all. And I just secretly hoped that I won't be crossing path with anyone of different channels, because it's very tiring since I have to keep smiling to cover the awkwardness.

And, smiling had become a TOOL for the last 2 days for me. OVER-SMILING IS SERIOUSLY VERY VERY VERY TIRING. MY FACE IS ON THE VERGE OF CRAMP, TURNING HARD AND ONLY HAD AN EXPRESSION- SMILEY. Other times when I'm not working, my smiles are really minimal and I totally can understand why SG-ians the face all damn black. It's really so damn tiring, I don't even wanna use the energy to move my smiling muscles.


but instant cash is my motivation to keep smiling!!!!

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and on a random note, I DON'T LIKE TO EAT WITH PEOPLE WITH SMALL APPETITE. my brother's appetite shrunk!!!!!
Twice already, he have to wait and WATCH me eat like I'm some sort of glutton!!!!! NEXT TIME EAT BUFFET WITH ME MUST EAT WITH ME TILL THE END. BEST IS TO LET ME WATCH YOU EAT.

don't worry, I'm still 52kg. SRC weighing machine MIA-ed, so I will remain 52 till the machine re-appears.