DAMN I'M JEALOUS.

WHAT THE HELL.

Why do all these people have this kind of ability!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's like I'm the only without it. Last time when I attend music class for O level every monday, everyone in class can do melody dictation,
EXCEPT FOR ME. :(

I WANT TO DO IT YET I JUST CAN'T!
It can get so depressing to an extent that I feel like cutting off my ears.(during that very stress period only)


When my relatives/friends asked me whether which grade of my piano i'm at,
I WILL FEEL VERY GUILTY.

HA HA HA,
a lousy grade 8 pianist who ONLY know how to play her exam pieces, and not to mention this lousy pianist is going to forget the pieces after her examination.


AND U KNOW WHAT! I CANNOT PLAY A THING WITHOUT SCORES. HA HA HA HA. THAT LOUSY.

If I get a pass for music o level, someone will laugh till her tooth drops out.



It's stupid and I cannot deny that I'm indeed very lousy.

So, please don't ask me to play anything on the piano because I can't.


If I were to have a next life after I die as Chong Yan Jing,
Please grant me with a pair of ears with perfect pitch,
Allow me to recognize tones as easy as recognizing Colours,
Give me the patience to practice instruments for at least 4 hours per day.


Brenda said that perfect pitching can be trained.
And she's not lying man.
Give me half an hour and I can diff tones from C major!!! HAHAHAHAHA!
I know it's still very lousy but it's better than none. hehe.



Ok, these perfect pitchers, I'm very jealous and also envy you people alot.
I will continue training my ears, one day(don't know when) I'll proudly announce myself as one of you woooohoooo.




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I feel so sorry for my neighbours, and your ears. sorry you people had to listen to the same old thing again and again and again and again and again for almost one year. hehehee..